My life is at this point where I just end up feeling pathetic most of the fucking time I mean I’m 18 and I really don’t have a lot to show for my life, I have no creative talents of any sort I can’t sing, I don’t have the patience or dedication to learn an instrument, I can’t draw or do any of that shit. i did crap in school and it took 2 years of college to just about save myself from not being an absolute failure when comes to education and now I’m just stuck in this job hunt, not to mentions it’s kind of hard to set career and life goals when I have no idea what i want to/can do with my life anymore. I’m single and I haven’t even been close to having a good relationship since i’m such a socially awkward moron. the only thing I’m really proud of is meeting my best friend 5 years ago, she’s amazing and I wouldn’t trade her for anything is this world, if it wasn’t for her I’d without a doubt be in an even worse place then I am now. Was there a really a point to this post? Not really, just a stupid ugly lil goth kid venting on the Internet.